School Work is Killing Me

Ok, it isn't killing me but it is truly stressing me out. I have two papers and two presentations to complete in the next three weeks. This wouldn't be so bad if I didn't feel as though I could just go to bed everyday when I get home from work. I do sound as if I am complaining but I know cannot focus on anything else until I have these things completed. On top of that is the fact I have the research class left to take and I must have my thesis project finished before December 2011 so I can keep my job. I am on my last certification extension. This situation weighs heavy on my mind. I feel as if I cannot move forward or do new things because I have only one focus. I am not a good academic. I have never had a lot of experience writing papers, so every one is a monumental task. I suck at organizing and writing papers. I often feel like quiting because I just don't think I can ever complete the thesis project. Much of it will be project based creating a website for elementary art teachers based on the National Standards but there will still be writing. Most of my friends and family have no idea that I have no confidence in my own intelligence. I have never felt book smart. Each college class I have taken I managed to muddle through but the stress eats me up. I feel myself failing. It gets harder to feel as if I can do it. I almost lost my job due to the state not getting my extension request done before my cert expired. I was almost greatful, figuring I wouldn't need to finish my graduate degree. I started thinking I could just go work at Lowe's.